mensis

dear menstrual cycle,
you're not being very nice this month. if you can take it a little easier on me, i'd appreciate it. but thank you for coming at the right time, i was expecting you.
-nikki

dimidium

it's my half birthday today!
6 months until cigarettes
6 months until lotto tickets
6 months until porn
6 months until strip clubs
6 months until voting (even though elections will be over by that time)
6 months to adulthood
really, good luck to me. i know i'm not ready to be an adult. and i don't think the world can handle it.
hopefully in 6 months i'll grow up (as in size that is =])

estus

i peed about 30 times today.
it's too hot for my bladder to handle

impono

cheater, cheater
pumpkin eater

schola

so i think i'm decided
GO CORSAIRS!
i'm going to SMC next year
my living status would be:
moved out, bitches!!
i talked to my parents about the whole apartment thing and they actually suggested it. they just said to find some roommates and i'll be fine. living on my own at seventeen? yeah i didn't think it would happen either.

anywho
i'm ready to get out of high school. i'm so sick of it
the only way i can tolerate going to school anymore is my friends. and the awesome trips we're taking together. i'm in the prom committee now. it's gonna be cute, trust. also the whole party bus situation needs to be checked over. the rest of the year is gonna be bomb, just the actual learning in between the fun stuff is killer.
let's graduate already geez!

aeger

i'm very sick today and didn't go to school
YAY
my day consisted of































































minus marissa
the newer episodes suck
it's all about season one, baby












then i got me some sushi
and miso soup since i didn't get any earlier

so that's the start of my four-day weekend
now i'm going to tend to my foodbaby
goodnight!

sessio, exspecto, volens

so i got rejected from chapman, because they are stupid bitches
still waiting for usc......hahahaha
and st. john's...probably not going there even if they accept me

i wish i took this whole high school academics thing and college admissions a little more seriously.

i really did want to take a gap year from school and just travel and help people. if i had two years to spare id be in the peace corps in a heartbeat. unfortunately, my parents are too closed minded to see that it would be a huge learning experience for me.

so now that that plan is out of the picture (at least for next year) i'm pretty much clueless on what's going to happen. i'm considering smc, but i reeeeaaaally want to live on my own next year and leave this place. hopefully that's more likely than living in costa rica to save sea turtles